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Oh Bloody Hell

It has been an emotional, eventful, evocative brutal beast of a month.  I began November by staging and performing a wedding at my home.  It was lovely and I was happy to be a part of dear friends joining their lives.  At the same time I was starting a new business.  I was super excited about it and ready to roll as soon as I could get a website going and let the universe know I was open for business.  Feeling stressed and anxious but focused forward.  And then, the Election – devastation and pain.  It had been stressful and anxiety producing for months.   The result was a plunk into depression, sadness, grief, anger, fear, and hurt.  I was in a fetal position for days.  I am still raw and consistently seeking peace.  I think the hardest part is realizing my sense of reality – my sense of who we are as Americans and what our country stands for and is about, is not real.  I feel unmoored, scared and unsure.  ...